Obsessed

i know that im late, but i have only just discovered Grey's Anatomy (tv show). i am obsessed... it rules my life. im on the train and ill be thinking about what Christina or Izzy should do regarding their love lives.. 

its sad because i am halfway through season 2 and i have not been bothered to hire the DVD's and im too much of a tightass to buy them. so alas i have resorted to watching the episods on tvshack.com. 

it was all supposed to go so smoothly... when all of a sudden after 72 minutes of watching i was interrupted by the discovery that after watching 72 minutes i get two choices.... either to pay for a monthly subscription or wait 60 minutes...

now you can imagine my disappointment. when i am half way through an episode and the patient is dying and Meredith and McDreamy are in the middle of a fight and Christina and Burke are about to make love...... all of a sudden i am told to pay or wait... also, when i start watching at 12:30 and then have to wait longer i dont get to sleep until like 3 am...

which is doing just wonders for my body clock.. anyway what im saying is that can nothing be free or for people's enjoyment anymore? its heartbreaking that people are downloading the episodes and tearing the world apart, but when i want to innocently watch some episodes WITHOUT stealing or copying them or anything, im the one who has to pay. ME! (yes i am currently waiting for viewing time) this blows... 

but in 5 minutes i will have another 72 blissful minutes that should be dedicated to sleeping.

oh and by the way... that essay that i was wingeing about earlier, got a Distinction plus!!! me and Vivian were as shocked as we were ecstatic. 

seriously?

What do you think about PDA's?

im talking about public displays of affection of course.. when people are sucking face right infront of you.  is it weird? cute maybe? there is a line though... always a line. 

hugging and cuddling is acceptable.. warms your heart. kissing is acceptable too, only if they are being conscious that they are in public. when you see people who look like they about to strip and have sex on the floor right there and then? well. we have a problem now dont we?

cant these people wait? you are together all day and all night, yet you choose to come find me, get comfortable infront of me and then hurl yourselves at each other as though its their last second together on this Earth. 

NO! get your hands off her ass.... put your jumper back on.. get up and walk away... WITHOUT your hands in each other's back pockets.... that's just hideous.. and undignified...and YES! there are young people who actually do that.. ive seen it!!! its not just old people. 

now i get that when you have found "the one" you dont want to do anything else, but dont remind us lonely fat losers that we have no one... it make sus want to buy even more cats..... and even more suicidal 

yeah i know, i know.... "that's something a single person would say?"

well.. you guys make such a cute couple.. by the way... there is saliva running down her mouth..  

F***ed Up Sleeping Pattern of Mine...

So for some reason, i consider myself a light sleeper... when really, i sit in bed with my technological battalion at the ready. Among my troops is my iPhone, which in itself is an army i suppose... My captain is of course my MacBook. Where can one be without one these days? It seems we are fooled by the shiny silver aluminium and the glossy white apple on the back and the sleek black smooth keyboard. Of course we all know that Apple Inc is one of the biggest scams on this earth... Charging ridiculous amounts for something that is part of a cult-like system. Once you buy into one part, soon you must commit yourself to the rest. 

Anyway, back to my lack of human-like sleeping patterns.. So im glued to my laptop and i can feel my eyeballs shifting from round to square, when suddenly VVVVVVMMMMM VVVVVMMMMM!!! Off goes my phone with messages and Hanging with Friends games... Another screen i am staring into... Its no wonder my grandmother (or yiayia as ur greeks call them) think that the younger generations are turning into zombies.. 

Skype is the absolute worst...... i only got it recently but i have built up contacts and i now stay up until 2:30 am some nights talking to people about nothing... which of course means i sleep until around 1pm and only veture out of my room like a hobbit. My mum hates it and wakes me up earlier but i always manage to go back to sleep.. I always say "tonight ill go to bed early and wake up at a reasonable time".. Yet when it comes down to turning off the lamp i end up turning on the laptop instead... Are we being raised like this?

Vicious never ending cycle. 

oh and incase you are wondering, still no progress on the essay.. 

my foot is numb

It's been an hour and i still only have 750 words in my word document. 750 words and a Google Chrome history full of FaceBook, YouTube, and various clothing websites. I have had one of the busiest weeks this year and i should have started my major essay weeks ago, but yet again i manage to astound myself with my lack of consideration about my uni work. 

On monday and tuesday i have uni until 6. By the time i get home it is 7 ish. So no work done either of those nights. On Wednesday i had the Lady Gaga Live at the Sydney Monster Hall concert (an all day event). A day which involved waiting outside the Hilton Hotel in the freezing winds to be registered for tickets. My friend and I were number 62 and 63 out of 1000 people. We got into the hotel only to have our tickets swapped to 96 and 97. At 6pm we were lining up outside the Town Hall and at 7:20 Lady Gaga finally graced us with her presence and put on an amazing show. I survived my first mosh pit in heels which I think is an amazing achievement considering that this was no ordinary mosh pit. It was full to the brim of crazy Gaga inspired outfits which were all shapes and sizes (much like her fans). i got home around 11pm and instead of going to bed i watched tv until about 12:30 am. i finally got to bed around 1am. Obviously no work done that night. On thursday (last night) i spent the day in the city shopping with my cousins and later i attended a VIP party that a shop i frequently visit in Pyrmont was putting on. After 2 glasses of champagne and roughly $150 later, i was walking to central station armed with 3 full shopping bags to catch a train to my grandmothers house where i stayed the night. I finally got home today at around 3. 

Its 5:20 pm and still 750 words. That little black line in my word document keeps blinking at me. As if to say "is that al you got?". Well yes, im afraid it is. I hate the subject and i hate the teacher and i hate that i have actually lost sleep thinking about how i am going to ever finish this, (or at least get half way). after scanning my forever boring news feed i realise its now 6:05... still no more words. and the little black line is still mocking me. i will never get this done... 

Mum is screaming about dinner being ready, so i am taking advantage of the distraction. i will probably be taking advantage of it until about 9:30... probably. 

is it weird that i still have glow stickers on my wall? probably...